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listen up dont even think before i flush your puny flows down the sink im on the brink and just over the ledge and all the fuckin shit talkin that you can dig up and dredge ima slam your face with the sledge and you wont think its so funny 

dunny

note to self: cutch taxation and government [sanscioned] terrorism

black culture in america

is secretly entirely revolutionary :O

the culture knows this
the music knows this
not sure if the individuals constituting said culture know it, at least consciously

if only someone could tell them all at once

embryodb's rap album will be coming out later this month

yeahhh

i guess its sorta risky to search for immortality. increased perception of so called "imaginary" or "abstract" constructs causing in turn an increased likelihood of quirky and/or odd things happening in the universe and whatnot.

ive said too much.

they'll get me for sure this time.

YO YO YO

life is a parable the pharoahs rule it terrible im takin over land thats arable
so you can enjoy your baubles ill slaughter a million sons and daughters my flow is hotter
God is alive and the recursive patterns you cant understand youre making demands but ill make you unhand
karmic reprimand is sometimes subtle so i maneuver through the rubble and you couldnt even peep my shit through the hubble
ill cut you off like stubble fuck you faggots im not trying to be lovable

so why dont you go somewhere private and ill tell you where to shove it all
when im on top and fisting your girls asshole i wont have to wear a glove at all
disguisting disses your dismissed and there will be not witness your finished and theres no way you can diminish
im the fuckin king and ill cut you in half with a oscillating super string it aint no thing
i bet your mind is wrapped up in the materialism and the bling but you wont survive if you throw the first swing

and break the rules of battle run and tattle ill leave you in the stratosphere you thought you had it all
but what would happen if it already ended your entire game plan was already expended and the goal that you tended was irrevocably destroyed without possibility of being mended
this is my style and i dont lend it objectify women alright i can do that ill just bend it trade it and sell it if it means ill go to hell ill show you how the vulcan murder cognition swells

i dont do this for recognition "you do you ima do me" and im dippin with real motherfuckers who could give a fuck less about an ivory tower mathematician or statisiticion im crushing superstitions and while youre meditating on addition im working on splitting reality and crushing it more powerful than nuclear fission

got alot of haters and alot of homies some friends and some phoney

science is applied wrong. people don't really understand science but they still try to worship it. i guess thats like any other ideology. heres what they ignore: correlation does not mean causation. just look at iq.

some faggot threw together a bunch of riddles, noticed a trend or some shit, and then decided that human metrics worked. OH IT USES MATHEMATICS IT MUST BE TRUE. nope you fucking idiots, your logic is faulty you're associating science and math with elevated knowledge and then your bias extends to a shitty system that looks pleasing on paper and you get intellectually comfortable and assume that iq means anything.

it doesn't.

what you seem to ignore is that we evolved to be largely social animals. interdependence, specialization, social skills etc increase our efficiency in mental calculation. we get more intellectual work done faster nowadays than in the past, just by virtue of the social matrix elevating intelligence. you have a set of numbers, the intelligence quotient, which is based off of a fluid population [your data set] and then you assign a static value to it. thats fucking retarded and you're dumb for accepting pseudo-scientific instruments and claiming that they conform to the scientific method.

speaking of which, what the fuck is the the scientific method? is this just another attempt at describing a chaotic process in terms of rigid order which doesn't accurately reflect the true nature of what it is you're trying to conceptualize? i'm pretty sure this is the case.

the glass is still empty even when it's full. wrap your head around that.

my life is a waste

philosophy is only useful for hypothesis generation. ive proved that im no good at actual working model construction. philosophy and neuro-linguistics could hypothetically solve social problems if applied correctly, but i have neither the drive nor the tolerance of all the pure shittiness of humanity.

i could solve my problems and leave my worries behind, but instead i find the prospect of ending my life is much more satisfying. i live in constant sorrow and enlightenment is bullshit. perhaps linguistics have molded me to be a dissatisfied person, perhaps i just make all the wrong moves at all times. 

more and more i feel like the emptiness will never go away. i feel lifeless and my memory is degrading. soon i will be mindless and have no individuality whatsoever. once i can no longer identify with myself im fairly certain theres a bullet with my name on it, and i will find it.

im just going through the motions and theres nothing for me here. emptiness, nothing, in the pit of my so called soul, a collection of electricity and chemical juices thrown together in a fat insulated bag of waste.

life's only point is to self propagate and survive. happiness is fleeting and elusive. harmony and beauty and significance are all illusions. they're all illusions. life is a fucking hologram. you're stuck in a pointless videogame whose sole intention is to torture you for pitiful gains and meager self sustained reasons of existence.

violence is the only solution to anything. tumultuous, world transforming violence. peace resolves nothing, because peace is faulty. the only means by which to transform the world into anything worthwhile is to go against the wishes of millions or billions of entrenched sycophantic lemmings.

synchronicity is satisfying for a short while but it gives way to an emptiness and nothingness which is far more effective at maintaining its status quo. symmetry is only a means by which to delay the inevitable return to nothingness. nothing is not afraid of nothing. nothing knows itself. nothing is alive and would sooner return to a pure state of mindless oblivion, aka nirvana. a lack of ambition will fail humanity, and life as a whole.

i am living in this lack of ambition. all plans go to waste. nothing is certain. inner tranquility is futile and egocentric. 

violence, violence, violence.

cult status

spirituality - resonating with idealogical harmonics implicit in nature

truth - what hurts but works

god - a compendium of living and non "living" processes that recalibrate (evolve) in order to better survive. self propagation and survival are key.

universe - a biological organism made largely out of light and gravity. thinks using electricity.

so there are historical patterns you can use to unlock microsociological interactions. i can predict whats happening before its done. mostly my life is trying to keep itself from bleeding to death. i also hold the knife. funny, that.

all truth comes from within. synchronicity is truth that feels good (sometimes). synchromysticism is the key to harmonizing with the tao.

God is dead and we are the virus that will reinvigorate Him.

at least I am.

ps i fucking possessed Satan, not the other way around.

pps Satan is God

also i killed Satan

re: God is dead